Hiiiiiieeeeeee, happy Friday!
I’ve had a long week. The type that felt like two weeks. But somehow it’s been a blur. But it’s Friday. I’m grateful. I’m healthy. I’m happy.
My brain tried to trick me a bunch. I had to take a Xanax. Booo! That was a tough pill to swallow. The act of taking this condensed dust which I swore I would never need again. It’s okay tho the actual pill took a second to swallow, no side affect other than it taking the edge of the ledge I was on off.
It’s funny because nothing actually happened. I just looked in the mirror, proud of myself. My dark passenger told me I didn’t deserve any of it. That my site sucked. I wouldn’t be able to keep up with all my good habits and lifestyle changes. For a second, it almost had me. I even binge ate a couple night ago. Ew. tho I will admit I’m slightly impressed by how much I can consume when overthinking. If all else fails I’d probably make some good money in an eating contest.
My kittens got spayed. Poor babies. They spent their first 24 hours away. I think I feel like I betrayed them. Even more so cause the vet cut their nails.
Special shoutout to Loudoun Cat clinic tho. V very competitive prices. Great services. Very knowledgeable. I think we’ve found their new vet 🙂
Shoutout to Jay<3 thank you for forever telling me I’m not crazy when I can feel the floor being pulled out from under me. Thank you for holding me for hours as I spiraled. Thank you for keeping the wheels turning as I took a break this week. Hahaaa, thank you for bomb dick. As loud as my dark passenger is, the affection erection in my heart louder.
Anyways, I wrote a couple posts. I saw the views. Which had me shook that people in other countries read my words. I still hold hope the Canadian views are Drake & Alex Trebek. Heyyyy boos 😉 but somehow this site kinda shapeshifted into the dumbest idea ever. I for a quick second forgot why ? Why? Whhyyyyyyy.
So happy Friday.
Happy cause I remembered.
It’s a place for the hodgepodge of thoughts that run through my brain.
Yes, most of them are the awesome entrepreneurs I’ve encountered. The other 75% isn’t neat tho. So I got to be less critical over my words. That’s kinda your job.